Monday... Morning lala lala lala....

I know it sounds like a song from the Beatles! This weekend has been ummm trying to find the words to describe it properly. .... Painful exciting all in one. Friday I went to a flea market at the fair grounds. The first time I have been at the fair grounds in 9 years since I fell and broke my back. Of course I could not wear my shoes with the orthotics because of my bum foot. I walked and walked and walked. On my feet for 3 hours straight. That may not sound like long to some but for me it is. But now I am paying for it. Saturday I tried to be in bed with my computer but spent a lot of time working on the business end of life. My neck and head started hurting really bad and my right eye started going crossed. Not a good neurological sign hu? Sunday I had a meeting at Don Pablos for our walk committees. I had to have M drive me since I don't feel safe driving right now. Diet wise yesterday sucked. I had chips and salsa and Mexican food. I did not like their food all that well but I ate it none the less. Then I also had a magri. YummOOOOO.... Soo blew it. I also made breakfast yesterday so I ended up having way too much food for the day. Friday I ordered a Italian sausage with peppers and onions. It smelled soooo good. I could not eat t bread. Bread these days does nothing for me but give me a stomachache. So I ate the meat and veggies and was sooo full. We had taco salad for lunch that was supposed to be our main meal for the day. So 2 days I really messed up. I have not weighed myself and am afraid of doing so till Wednesday. Today's plan is to drink tons of water and do my 2 shakes and 1 meal. I need to boil some eggs for my in between meal snacks. Wish me luck! On my business front..... I am working it. This is my ticket off of SSI and medicaid. I want it sooooo bad I can taste it. For the first time in years I have been able to dream and think life can be possible to enjoy instead of just exist. I want so bad to help some of my friends discover their dreams too. One of my up-line has been in this business for only a year and her husband retired this weekend. He owned a construction business. I am sooo happy for them! Can you imagine being in your early 30's and being able to retire because your business is doing so well? That is my plan indeed!!! Not to retire since in theory I am retired now hehe. I want to be able to survive and pay my bills be able to have a vacation and even that darned BMW dreams!!! I think I want to post a pic of a BMW I want and hang it on the fridge for inspiration. 2012 is my year for transformation.... Physically, Financially and Spiritually. My health, my wallet and my spirit is in the process of being renewed and I am loving it! Talk to you soon. No matter the pain I will trudge through and survive!